Bem-vindos Ao mundo dos meu sonhos, onde tudo pode acontecer...
Once upon a time, there was a girl, that all she wanted was love someone...or just a nice place to live looking to the stars that shine in the rain...
AA!!! sim!! tem muitas coisas que eu esqueci de escrever ontem...
(vocês não irão entender se não lerem o meu próximo post que estará contando a parte que sumiu do post anterior)
Uma delas é que depois da minha apresentação de teatro... surgiu uma pessoa e falou:
_Parabéns!!Meninaa da água!!!
huahuhuauhahuhua
Está vendo?! é bom fazer boas Ações...=D
Porque sempre tem uma recompensa!!;](vocês não irão entender se não lerem o meu próximo post que estará contando a parte que sumiu do post anterior)
Uma delas é que depois da minha apresentação de teatro... surgiu uma pessoa e falou:
_Parabéns!!Meninaa da água!!!
huahuhuauhahuhua
Está vendo?! é bom fazer boas Ações...=D
Bom, eu acho que eu nunca expliquei aqui o porque de eu falar "se morrer me avise"...e nem o tamanho de sua importancia para mim...
Se eu falo para você "se morrer me avise".. então parabéns!! Pois eu só falo isso para as pessoas que eu considero muito... porque antes de eu falar isso... eu penso como seria a minha vida sem essa pessoa, se eu perceber que eu sentiria muito a falta dessa pessoa então eu me permito falar isso.. então pode reparar que se eu não falar algum dia isso pra você , é porque eu estou meio que magoada com você ou algo do tipow..se eu nunca falei isso pra você antes... então é porque você não faz tanta diferença na minha vida mesmo...
xD
hahuuhahuhua
Eu quis explicar isso antes de eu contar uma coisa para que vocês conseguissem entender mais ou menos como eu fiquei ontem.. quando eu estava falando com o inglês...
E... ele estava chato... como ele tem estado ultimamente...
Nós conversamos pouco...(como tem sido normalmente)
e logo ele disse que já tinha que sair...
nos despedimos...até ai tudo normal... só que dessa vez eu não falei "se morrer me avise"...justamente porque eu estava com raiva dele...>< (eu pensei que le nem iria notar...) Estranhei que no msn estava falando que ele estava escrevendo alguma coisa..só que ele não mandava...O.o
Até que ele apagou tudo e escreveu alguma outra coisa... e adivinha o que era?!
" não vai falar: se morrer avise?"
Eu fiquei tipo: *o*
Não acredito!!!
huahuauhuahu
Mas nem ligo... eu me surpreendi... mais ainda continuo com raiva.. porque ele está muito normal!!O.o
Ele está chatoo!! huauhhuauhua
Eu tenho uma outra homenagem pra ele hoje...não sei direito, se é homenagem, mensagem ou sei lá o que.. mas essa é pra ele...é uma música da Soko , que se chama The Dandy Cowboys.
"I can't be me when I'm in front of you,
I just can't be myself when I see you,
Because you're very cute tonight,
And I feel shy and sad, And I
Look at you,
And I think I love you,
But you don't want me,
And that is very clear.
I should have noticed it for you,
But I still want you,
But not as a friend,
Because...
You're the man, I'm the girl,
We look good together.
You with your hat, me with my boots,
We are, we are, the dandy cowboys.
I just can't be myself when I see you,
Because you're very cute tonight,
And I feel shy and sad, And I
Look at you,
And I think I love you,
But you don't want me,
And that is very clear.
I should have noticed it for you,
But I still want you,
But not as a friend,
Because...
You're the man, I'm the girl,
We look good together.
You with your hat, me with my boots,
We are, we are, the dandy cowboys.
I read today in a magazine,
That men don't like girls who are,
Shy and sad, so now
I'll wear my magic smile, just for you.
I put my magic boots, I ride my magic horse.
I am so brave, I don't fear anything.
I even feel guts growing under my skirt.
I robbed all the banks,
And give the money to daddy,
Because...
You're the man, I'm the girl,
We look good together.
You with your hat, me with my boots,
We are, we are, the dandy cowboys.
And now I'm the richest girl in all the country.
You call me 'baby',
You say you want me,
But honey, it's too late.
Now I'm the queen of rodeo.
You missed your chance.
You're no longer my heroe.
You're bitching, dandy.
You don't respect the rules.
You stole my money,
And ran away with your poney.
And now I'm gonna kill you,
I'll shoot you in the head.
Now, I'm gonna kill you,
I'm gonna shoot you in the head.
Because...
You're the man, I'm the girl,
We look good together.
You with your hat, me with my boots.
We are, we are, the dandy cowboys.
You didn't want me and that was very clear,
Oh, I will never never forget it.
But Is still a hope that hats and boots can get along together.
I still hope that hats and boots can get along together.
I still hope that hats and boots can get along together.
I hope that, We get along."
That men don't like girls who are,
Shy and sad, so now
I'll wear my magic smile, just for you.
I put my magic boots, I ride my magic horse.
I am so brave, I don't fear anything.
I even feel guts growing under my skirt.
I robbed all the banks,
And give the money to daddy,
Because...
You're the man, I'm the girl,
We look good together.
You with your hat, me with my boots,
We are, we are, the dandy cowboys.
And now I'm the richest girl in all the country.
You call me 'baby',
You say you want me,
But honey, it's too late.
Now I'm the queen of rodeo.
You missed your chance.
You're no longer my heroe.
You're bitching, dandy.
You don't respect the rules.
You stole my money,
And ran away with your poney.
And now I'm gonna kill you,
I'll shoot you in the head.
Now, I'm gonna kill you,
I'm gonna shoot you in the head.
Because...
You're the man, I'm the girl,
We look good together.
You with your hat, me with my boots.
We are, we are, the dandy cowboys.
You didn't want me and that was very clear,
Oh, I will never never forget it.
But Is still a hope that hats and boots can get along together.
I still hope that hats and boots can get along together.
I still hope that hats and boots can get along together.
I hope that, We get along."
huahuhuauhuah
Essa música é demais...
O bom de ninguém entrar no meu blog é que eu posso falar o que eu quiser...xD
Nossaa!!Outro dia eu estava falando com o Leo outro dia... e fiquei muito feliz quando ele me disse:"você tem esse dom de virar a vida das pessoas de ponta cabeça".
*o*
depois ele falou que eu virei a vida dele de ponta cabeça também... só que até hoje ele ainda não descobriu se isso foi bom ou ruim!!
uhahuuahuahu
Nhaaa!!!Brigadaa Leoozinhooo!!=P
a!! e por coincidência no nick dele tinha uma frase que tem a ver com a minha teoria do "eu te odeio" ... (não sei se eu já expliquei aqui, bom se não, um dia eu explico..;])
A frase era:
"O amor pergunta ao ódio: porque me odeias tanto?e o ódio responde: por que um dia te amei demais."
Eu acho lindo de mais quando as pessoas que realmente gostam de você te dão Liberdade sabe?!
Porquê isso só prova mais ainda o quanto ela gosta de você...
Ela te deixa livre para você fazer as suas escolhas...
Indepedente de qual seja ela...
Acho que isso está faltando em algumas pessoas...
AA!!simm!!
Antes que eu me esqueça...
NUNCA minta para mim!!
Por favor!! porque se tem uma coisa que eu não suporto mais é mentira!!
>< Às vezes eu me pergunto: "porquê eu não posso matar o meu passado?!" Mas será que eu já não fiz isso com a minha infância?!><
Para escerrar eu vou colocar uma música do Blink 182 , essa música é meio triste.. mas acho que ela mostra como eu estou agora... ela se chama Adam´s song.
"I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
you'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over but we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I could still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over I survived
And I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone"
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
you'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over but we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I could still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over I survived
And I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone"
Just Somedays for everything...
[post terminado dia 27/11/08]
Se morrer me avise!;]
With love,
_+_Lily_+_
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